Sad Comedy
Senseless Music
Tasteless coffee
fragrant haze
freezing weather....
I'd lost my senses... sense of sight, sound, taste, smell, touch...
I'm in a gloomy mood but something brighten up my day...

I stopped learning piano in sec 3 at grade 7 because I wanted to concentrate on my O levels. But after my O's, due to pure laziness and slackness, I dint continue with grade 8.
Last year, I picked up piano again. I wanted to complete grade 8 so that I can teach - to earn extra $..of coz. So I began to attend piano lessons since last December...But my hectic schedule prevents me from practicing much.
Jan - duty medic once every 3 days....
Feb - went Hong Kong
Mar - Started work in IRAS
Apr - July - Started work in OCBC (u nvr noe hw tiring working OT can be until u step into OCBC haha.)
August - Went Philippines and sch starts
And guess what... I got 116, 4 points away from getting merit! Fuck, wasted. Its definitely due to my lack of confidence in the oral part and my kancheongness when playing the scales - he asked for the scales in section A, I too kancheong, I played the scales in section B!

At least I achieve something during my 2 yrs 2 months in army. haha. A driving licence and grade 8 in piano.

Ok, next hurdle... achieve something in university! Jiayou Jiaye!

And hopefully, I can lift myslf up and get over with this depressive mood soon...